The Witching Hour

I've been going through some transitions lately.  Lately being over the past couple years, lets say 4. Now I'm the year of Jesus and I realize that I can't be satisfied with my life or anything I do in it if I live in the frame of mind of taking. Ive been taking calmly and eagerly for my whole life. I have to give.  I have to give myself to service of mother earth and better people.  Its sortof regretable I hadn't come to this conclusion sooner, I could have avoided a lot of painful lessons, but, whatever. It happened. Mr. Dali Lama, I am picking up what you are throwing down.  And thank you.  Its so obvious now. To be in service to others and a better world takes a lot of courage and grace and deep love. If you have those qualities you will always be fulfilling a dream of some kind because your reward is giving. Those who chose to take as their reward will find themselves in a bleak world surrounded by things. Theres just no way to feel ok about things unless you give openly of yourself as a steward to your planet. And thats it.